My love, My Enemy

I can't fake kiss you,
although I've tried.
You lean in,
I close my eyes.
Too many times,
in this same place with you.
Over and over I fall
just to get torn apart
You find another
but it never works out.
And to my dismay,
I am there to catch you.
You'll never love me
Not the way I want,
Not the way I deserve,
Not the way I love you.
Everytime I am strong
Strong enough to tell you No
You come back
telling me everything
I've been yearning to hear...
Roping me in,
Knowing I can't resist you.
I am not strong enough
To walk away and never look back.
I need you to be strong for me too.
But not the way you think.
So listen carefully,

If you don't want me for always and always,
Please, will you please,
just let me go?